My Diary

Dear Diary

Love isn't always beautiful
I know that
Uniting hearts
Not as easy as flipping hand
Love that a feeling and common sense are fused
Love will not happen if there is no sense
Love will not happen if can't acceptable reason

Love Love Love
Strange taste
Pain that makes me addicted
Pain that makes me float
Pain that can even make me cry
Something that makes me want to be with you

 

The Poem for Heart Expression

Grey ..
But sometimes black crashing hard
Until I hobbled in distress
If the rainbow is me,
little seems blurry

Aching tired undergo sad that never ends
I'm tired cause you always hurt this feeling
You're fool
Where you who loves me with sincere heart?
I'll go if you're reluctant to choose
My love is not like your haven

 

Do You Know?

There are three reasons people hate you:

1. She's jealous of you
2. She wants to like you but can't
3. She's hates herself for losing from you

Strong Girls are:

• Girls who always smiles even though her ​​heart was crying
• Girls who don't want to show her sadness

• Girls who are willing to give in and took off her love to a friend
• Girls who are still willing to try even though continued to fail in the relationship

 

I'm Jealous

"Do you know, I'm jealous"

 

 
If you know what I feel
Jealousy is so deep
That burns all over my body
When I saw you together with other women
And I can't willingly
If you prefer another woman

 
But why can't I?
I can't close to you
And being the only woman
Who is always there for you
And have you completely

 

Love Alone

song by Miss A - Love Alone

I don't wanna be in love alone
Wanna give you my heart
But you can't be playin' cause
I don't wanna be in love alone
See me falling, yeah but I can't be the only one
Cause I don't wanna be in love alone
So give it to me straight, know you feeling me baby
No I don't wanna be in love alone
All on my body, and I just can't take it..


Heart racing, it's amazing
The way you got me off on my game
No secret, I'm a go head and say it
Ya lovin' got me feeling this way
If it's an illusion
I need you to tell me now
No room for confusion
I need you to let it out!


Staring into space
Thinking about the way you
Been having me calling your name
Get distracted, hard to focus
Boy you know you got me open
Wanna know
If it's an illusion
I need you to tell me now
No room for confusion
I need you to let it out!


Oh ooh oh ooh oh baby let me know
Whatever you wanna do
I can make it yours
If you ready for it
But you gotta be true


Cause I...

Lonely Heart

I know all hearts purpose,
that hate, or deny..
But here I am the only human
The darkness that surrounds
I honestly don't want it
Try understood,
if every breath know it..


I'm tired of this
I felt that's took me into ruin
The screams bad that came out
This small earnestly trying to hold


Only a small part of me wants to share
At least deaden the flaming fire
To eliminate the seemingly infinite darkness


Trying to stand perfect and always wake up from dreams

Alones

Pale broken wings
You're just a little tired
From the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

Loneliness is still creeping up
A candle lit up inside
Totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party

The hollowness of
the absence of your words, is it ok just to bury them?
I still don't know

At least within dreams
If I can swim freely even if there isn't anywhere like that,
Even if everything until now is forgotten,
Even if I can face tomorrow...

The peacefulness of inferiority
won't come true so simply
Settling above your self consciousness
A petal reflected by a mirror

Straining my lungs,

Tryin' to call dirtied love,
However, it's so frustrating

As times are passing
My wounds are cursed
My scabs are changed
You haven't got that
So beautiful
Yet so short lived

After the scabs fall off
Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar
My prayer are shaking in the bright light
I won't forcibly
try to love you...

Sometimes, in this world
When we try to walk ahead,
It's a little too bright, isn't it?
It's like we're sinking
When we feel like giving up
The dry land sucks up our tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
We don't have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn't courage?

Beautiful Girl

Beautiful my girl

My beautiful my girl

So beautiful my girl

In the cube

Ha ha girl.. :D

This is my confession

Drop that beat

Oh listen to my heart

Listen to my heart

Even though no words can describe you

I will let you listen to my heart through my own style

Oh listen listen listen girl

Nothing better than you

If someone offfers me the world

You you you you

I can’t trade it for you

Hey baby girl everyday is so fun

Honestly I’m a bit scared, but no matter what anyone says,

I want

So beautiful my girl

Oh oh girl oh oh girl

Even if time goes by

Compared to anyone else in the world

I will cherish you my girl I will give you my all

I can run to anywhere you are

I always think about you

Even more than now

I will love you more my girl

You you you my girl

U oh beautiful

U so beautiful

U my beautiful

Nothing better than you

Don’t be shy girl..

When you are having hard times, anytime I’ll be there

Come to me anytime and come into my arms

Just close your eyes and listen to my words

Oh listen listen listen girl

Nothing better than you

No one can stop me

You you you you

The way my heart feels towards you

I’m the one who wouldn’t regret

Using 24 hours in a day just for you

Just take my hand and fly

Even more than now

I will love you more my girl

You you you my girl

Make a love baby

Just make a love

Feeling in my heart

So nice

U oh beautiful

U so beautiful

U my beautiful

Nothing better than you.. ^_^

Better Loved or Loving?

"I love someone and loved by others"

"Because Love is Blind"

People say, better loved than loving

But, if we wait until there are people who love us

Isn't boring?

For me, loved or loving someone is the same

As much fun and there must be own satisfaction that we feel

I think loving someone is easily than to make people love us

Why?

Because if we love someone, there will be no one who forbid it right?

Love is never wrong

Therefore, use good sense and true love

Loved by someone is more fun

Who doesn’t like it?

Sure all people like to be loved

Because makes other people love  us it’s not easy

As is being I felt now

I love someone and loved by another person

I loved someone who never previously thought

I really hated basketball player

I don't know why I really hate them?

Maybe because I was weird .. hehe

At first I saw 'him' when gym class

And then there is basketball rating

When 'his' turn assessed

Wooww .. 'he' is very cool

With easy 'he's enter the ball into a basketball hoop

From that time I became interested with ‘him’

'He' is close to the type of my ideal boy

But it's no matter

Because "Love is Blind", everything looks so beautiful ^ _ ^

A few stories from me, maybe later I'll tell you another story again

Did you know?

Love is something that already existed since we was born

Isn't great right? : D

Me

Recognize Me with what I have

Love Me not only because the excess

Don't ask what I don't have

Don't expect what I can't do

I only someone that not perfect

Only one that I ask

Don't ever regret know Me .. ^ _ ^

Triangle Love

She Come First and I Last


“I know I love him, I Can't Help It..”
"But I cry every night cause I know.."
He's Hers

Although I can't have you, I can accept it
It's all not your fault
I can understand you
I know she's the best for you


I come when you already know her
When a sense of you've grown
I realized that your relationship is too close
And it was impossible for me to expect you


Now everything is clearly seen
All feel changed when you're with her
When you choose to be with her and leave me
I can understand it
I know, I'll just be a nuisance if you and me still together


I hope you can be happy with your choice .. : ')

Shy Girl

"Why Can't I Tell Him?"

There was a girl and she's a girl who's not famous in his school
She's just an ordinary girl
Not many people know about her


She has a shy character
Especially when she was faced with boys
Can be said she is a bad girl in the thing of boys
Strange indeed, even she couldn't look at the eyes of boys more than 5 minutes


One day, she met a boy who makes she love at first sight
Then she continued to find information about the boy
Apparently the boy was well-suited to her type
And she began to love him


Every day, she only can see the boy from a distance
She didn't have enough courage to get close with the boy
She felt like want to talk with the boy
But it's impossible, because she felt inappropriate for the boy


Finally, she could only admire the boy from a distance
She can only hope a miracle come to and grant all of her petition
As she continued to pray, in her heart always ask
"Why Can't I Tell Him?" : '(

Secret Admirer

From Heart To Heart

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love


Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone


I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love


In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone


On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded


I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world  :))

First Impression

First Impression can make a person fly like a beautiful bird when she in love
Yeah .. it was like being hypnotized
Maybe the first impression is only considered as coincidence events
But, if you feel how beautiful the impression that he gave
You would never think it's just coincidence


That's what I feel now
He is my prince charming, and it's very suitable for him : D
His figure is so caught my attention and made me want to be with him
Maybe this time he has fulfilled my heart
I don't know why it's feels so beautiful
It's just the "First Impression", not a Beautiful Love
But there's nothing wrong if I enjoyed the impression he gave to me, haha ..


Don't rush to judge a person only with his first impression
Maybe it was just for a moment
And maybe he's far from his impression that he gave
Judging someone is not as easy assess paintings


For you who are experiencing the first impression given to you
And the impression was very beautiful in your eyes
Stay remember and realize that there are still many things that you don't know about him
Don't dissolve in a beautiful moment!


So, in my opinion .. First Impression is the beginning of a relationship between a person with a person who is felt have an interest and make you want to know him more deeply :))